Thursday, January 6, 2011

I have been through many relationships, but didn't really take them seriously. I was used and played by a guy who I really loved. So I decided to play guys the same way that guy once played me. I wasn't born a bitch, it's just a guy made me this way. Since then I have not taken chances with a guy. But you happened, you came into my life and stole my heart from the day I saw you.

At first I was confused, didn't really know what I wanted, I didn't know if I would want to take a chance again and actually take him seriously. So, I decided to come close to him as a friend and find out who he truly were and what he were like. He seemed cool, nice and funny some things I really liked in a guy. So I took a chance and got with him.

In the beginning, things didn't seem that well, I actually had my doubts about him. I wasn't sure he were actually taking me seriously. But, it was too late to look back; I had already fallen for him and I wasn't really looking forward to giving up too soon. I wasn't going to let him go so easily!

Well, time has passed and I have discovered new things and a new me. He have truly changed me. Still, in a way, I'm scared 'cause I am actually growing a true feeling inside my heart which I just cant explain, but I know it's there waiting for him to come and uncover it. I truly don't know what his feelings are but I don't want to force him in telling me. I would want to receive love and trust from him when he truly mean it. All I ask from him is to show me that he care and not hide anything, to also have trust in me the way I do.

Love always,

Baby Girl

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