Saturday, January 29, 2011


You mean the world to me and I care about you so deeply that it hurts for the short time that we are not together each day. My every thought and breath, I draw from you and I truly do love you.

I love you and you are my world. You are the most sweetest, most precious man in my life. All my life I prayed for someone like you and I thank God that I finally found you. Love, promise me that you will always be mine. I know in my heart our love will never die. You will always be a part of me and I am a part of you indefinitely.


I don't find enough words to describe how I feel about you. You possess all the color and beauty of heavens, lush and satiny. Do you know how much I hunger for your gentle touch and the warmth embrace of your body?



I love you; you are my every heartbeat and my every breath.



Love always,



Girlfriend

Monday, January 24, 2011



Yesterday was awesome. Spending time with didos family. Meet them at Tekka Market then proceed to Beach Road. Punye lah ramai kat sane. Astaga... Rimas me.. hahahas. Then Got Dinner invitation at Didos Aunty house. Quite near lah. Eat chapati. and guess what?? this is my first time eat chapati.. hahahahhas.

Around at 10pm, go to didos's house. Cause help mama carry some stuff. Then papa, ask me to sleep at his house. then i said okay. Yesterday is a great day. Love spending time with them.

Saturday, January 22, 2011


Tomorrow plans... hmmmm..
I got a meeting with my friend. Dont know ehh nak go where tomorrow. No money. Hmmm. how eh? Any idea?

Meet this friend around 3pm. i think ah. hahahhas. Done thinking what to wear tomorrow and all only just wanna plan want to go where. Difficult seyy nak plan nie sume. haiyoo.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

With You ♥



I Will never try to deny, that you're my whole life 'cause if you ever let me go, I would die..
So I won't front, I don't need another woman. I just need your all and nothing 'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight. Baby, you're the best part of my needs.

Love of My Life



You make me feel special, like I'm your one and only. You make me feel like I'm a star in the sky lighting up your life. You make me feel safe when I'm near you, wrapped up in your arms. You make me feel like an angel from heaven because you never stop telling me how much you love me. You're always lighting up my heart with the things you do and say. I feel so happy just being with you this way. You're my baby, and will forever be my baby. You'll will always be the love of my life.

Love Always,

Green Lady JaJa Yashukie

Monday, January 10, 2011

i wait no longer


I have spent my life waiting ... Waiting for the one that would inspire me to be all I can be, to live up to every expectation, to reach every goal, to know that I may fail sometime but I will never be alone or waiting again. You brought to my cold empty heart the reason to live and to love with a passion only you could bring. Your words of acceptance and love have soothed the aching in my empty heart and now I am at peace with myself and the world around me. I know that one day I will come to you never to wait anymore. I love you with every ounce of my being ... "Yours is the first name I call and the last name I will ever whisper




Sweet tak? hehehehehs. ihklas dari hati tau. =)

Bored ; Random







Sunday, January 9, 2011

♥♥♥

ILOVEYOU, BOO ! IMISSYOU, BOO !

Saturday, January 8, 2011


You took our picture down and yopu left them on the ground is like you wiped all the memories that we made . The conversation changed, how we talked around the blame and the pain of losing. All of the good times lost when it all crashed down.
And i know i never told you that i love you, now its too late. and i dont know how to hold you but i want to, I DONT WANT TO LIVE THIS WAY. ALL I KNOW IS BROKEN.

"Well im here if you need me, i know you dont believe me. Well im sorry for all the pain that i caused."
GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE !
GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! GIVEUP ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE ! WITH MY LIFESTYLE !

Friday, January 7, 2011

Thursday, January 6, 2011

I have been through many relationships, but didn't really take them seriously. I was used and played by a guy who I really loved. So I decided to play guys the same way that guy once played me. I wasn't born a bitch, it's just a guy made me this way. Since then I have not taken chances with a guy. But you happened, you came into my life and stole my heart from the day I saw you.

At first I was confused, didn't really know what I wanted, I didn't know if I would want to take a chance again and actually take him seriously. So, I decided to come close to him as a friend and find out who he truly were and what he were like. He seemed cool, nice and funny some things I really liked in a guy. So I took a chance and got with him.

In the beginning, things didn't seem that well, I actually had my doubts about him. I wasn't sure he were actually taking me seriously. But, it was too late to look back; I had already fallen for him and I wasn't really looking forward to giving up too soon. I wasn't going to let him go so easily!

Well, time has passed and I have discovered new things and a new me. He have truly changed me. Still, in a way, I'm scared 'cause I am actually growing a true feeling inside my heart which I just cant explain, but I know it's there waiting for him to come and uncover it. I truly don't know what his feelings are but I don't want to force him in telling me. I would want to receive love and trust from him when he truly mean it. All I ask from him is to show me that he care and not hide anything, to also have trust in me the way I do.

Love always,

Baby Girl
Have a bad day.. Salary tak masuk. macam sial. kate je on the 5th of every month but yang lain dah dapat but me tak dapat. Binget ahh seyy.. *patience*
Kalau kate pasal MC problem, takkan samapi duit gaji i pun habis pasal MC. Padahal i took MC for two days je. pe seyy nie.. i thought this work more better and benefit good but i think it worst than the previous work i had. ISHK ! Gerammm ! sigh...
Besok meeet the manager and ask tak pun tanye HR. =@

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Love the Song ! Listen !




Throw dirt on me and grow a wildflower
But it's fuck the world, get a child out her
Yeah, my life a bitch, but you know nothing 'bout her
Been to hell and back, I can show you vouchers

I'm rolling Sweets, I'm smoking sour
Married to the game but she broke her vows
That's why my bars are full of broken bottles
And my night stands are full of open bibles

I think about more than I forget
But I don't go around fire expecting not to sweat
And these niqqas know I lay 'em down, make you beg
Bitches, try to kick me while I'm down, I'll break your leg

Money outweighing problems on the triple beam
I'm sticking to the script, you niqqas skipping scenes
Be good or be good at it
Fucking right, I got my gun, semi-Cartermatic

Yeah, put a dick in their mouth, so I guess it's fuck what they say
I'm high as a bitch, up, up and away, man, I come down in a couple of days
Ok, you want me up in the cage then I'll come out in beast-mode
I got this world stuck in the safe, combination is the G-code

It's Weezy motherfucker, Blood Gang and I'm in bleed mode
All about my dough, but I don't even check the peephole
So you can keep knocking but won't knock me down
No love lost, no love found

It's a little too late to say that you're sorry now
You kicked me when I was down, fuck what you say, just
Don't hurt me, it don't hurt me, no more
Bitch, you get no love

You showed me nothing but hate, you ran me into the ground
But what comes around goes around
And you don't hurt me
You don't hurt me, no more

Bitch, you get no love, no love, no love, no love
Bitch, you get no love, no love, no love
And I don't need you no more
Get 'em

I'm alive again, more alive than I have been in my whole entire life
I can see these people's ears perk up as I begin
To spaz with the pen, I'm a little bit sicker than most, shit's fixin' to get thick again
They say the competition is stiff, but I get a hard dick from this shit, now I stick it in

I ain't never giving in again, caution to the wind, complete freedom
Look at these rappers, how I treat them, so why the fuck would I join them when I beat them?
They call me a freak 'cause I like to spit on these pussies 'fore I eat them
Man, get these whack cocksuckers off stage, where the fuck is Kanye when you need him?

Snatch the mic from 'em, bitch, I'mma let you finish in a minute, yeah, the rap was tight
But I'm 'bout to spit the greatest verse of all time so you might want to go back to the lab tonight and, um
Scribble out them rhymes you were going to spit and start over from scratch and write new ones
But I'm afraid that it ain't gonna make no difference when I rip this stage and tear it in half tonight

It's an adrenaline rush to feel the bass thump in the place all the way to the parking lot, fellow
Set fire to the mic and ignite the crowd, you can see the sparks from hot metal
Cold-hearted from the day I Bogarted the game, I self-started a Roc fellow
When I'm not even in my harshest, you can still get roasted 'cause Marsh is not mellow

'Til I'm toppling from the top I'm not going to stop, I'm staying on my Monopoly board
That means I'm on top of my game and it don't stop, 'til my hip don't hop anymore
When you so good that you can't say it, 'cause it ain't even cool for you to sound cocky anymore
People just get sick 'cause you spit, these fools can't drool or dribble a drop anymore

And you can never break my stride, you never slow the momentum at any moment I'm about to blow
You'll never take my pride, killing the flow, slow venom and the opponent
Is getting no mercy, mark my words ain't letting up, relentless, I smell blood
I don't give a fuck, keep giving them hell, where was you when I fell and needed help up?
You get no love

It's a little too late to say that you're sorry now
You kicked me when I was down, fuck what you say, just
Don't hurt me, it don't hurt me, no more
Bitch, you get no love

You showed me nothing but hate, you ran me into the ground
But what comes around goes around
And you don't hurt me
You don't hurt me, no more

Bitch, you get no love, no love, no love, no love
Bitch, you get no love, no love, no love
And I don't need you no more
Bitch, you get no love
ADE ORANG BIKIN GUA MARAH AHH ! MASUK ANGIN KELUAR ASAP !!

This year no school for me but working full to the time. haha. Tired giler. Just now work at 8am till 530pm. Sleepy some more. Luckily tomorrow work at 1pm but finish workn at 11pm like that. walaluweii !
Thursday shopping ! hahahahas. Yeah ! *love*

Actually i tak tahu nak update ape. Since its new blog, i update bende merepek lorh. hahahas. giler lah jaja nie. lols.
Jaja nak berams lah. wait till next post k. toodles viewer.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Hihi! This is her younger sister posting.. I help her edit her blog.. Welcome to her blog. :D Enjoy reading this blog. :) Bye.. Ouhh. i almost forgot. HI KAKAK!! Hahas! LOL!