Bestie eqaa part 2

JaJa Part 2

My Beauty is not that which you were born but the real beauty of character based on human values.

I cry for you, I cry right now, I wonder why, I wonder how. You've hurt my feelings and you've broke my heart. I just hate it when we're always apart. I love you, but do you love me? Is our love fake or meant to be? We hug, we hold hands, but that's all we can do, I wish I can do more, but that's all up to you. Why can't you trust or believe in me? You think I cheat, is that what you see? I would never hurt or break up with you, at least that's what I think, do you think that way too? When I'm with you I'm as happy as can be, I think about you all night, do you think about me? I think you're funny and also very strong, some times I feel like nothing can go wrong. Do you even know my feelings for you? I wish I can express my love that's been true. I'll never forget the time we've spend, some times I wish that it'll never end. Just give me a hug or even a kiss, I hope it's something that I'll never ever miss. Forget what people say or might even do, you should always remember that I'll always love you!!

My Primary Chick & Hunk !

So my eyes starts to red already since last sunday. By now no more red but the pain is killing me. tskk. I miss my favourite boy. Sigh. Actually have nothing to say but just updating my blog so that my blog wont look dead like the last time. haha. Lights out for me. sleepy plus endure the pain. toodles my readers. :)

Hihi! This is her crazy and lunatic sister posting for her. Hehe ^^ This blog is totally dead man. Bored. -.- She really lazy to post. If like that then don't bother to make a blog luhz. Hahas! Sorry sis if i say this on your blog. :P Well.. she is ok.. Not much happen. She happy now. She enjoying her life now. Not much to post. Sorry. Bye!

~Khadijah (:~

As usual, today rase macam panas gitu. dah buka kipas banyak pun tetap the same. && ya, chat with him all the way and ya, on the phone with me right now. hee. im not gonna sleep till i finish what im wanna do right now. hee.

it seem that my blog macam dah mati. hahas. so boyfriend out of my life. So now walking this journey alone till dont know when. hmm. hahas. takpe lah. as long he's happy then i'm happy lah. :) actually takde bende nak bebual. just update je so tak look dead my blog. :) toodles readers.

Geylang

Went geylang with mummy and aunty buy baju raye for this year. Bought light pink, dark blue and purple. (: Jaja buy bukan baju yang dah siap nye. buy baju bangse suruh orang jahit. why siang? cause orang jahit said so.^^ Baju ligh pink and purple buat baju kurung and baju dark blue for kebaya. And ya, kat joo chiat ade consert fandi ahmad tak salah. ade alias kadir. hahahs. Done everything, go home, take bus. Then this one chinese women punye lah kurang ajar. no respect to old women at old abeh ade hati nak marah orang tua tuu. kalau orang tua tu bangse cina takpe nie bangse melayu seyy. aku kat tepi punye lah sort, abeh nak kasih makcik duduk pun punye lah kemot. Geram nye jaja! but the chinese women kene sound dengan satu lelaki lembut. abeh jalan pergi belakang. merepek nahh. No respect at all and rude some more. mak bapak dhe tak ajar manner pe. tsktsktsk.

F.A.M.I.L.Y

Around 1930, went with family for a dinner at lot 1 food culture. Reach there, mummy and daddy bought American chicken chop with rice, lil sis bought japanese food and me bought Korean food, kimchi noodle. ^^ Delicious! Done eating, i asked mama to buy nail polish at etude house, korea famous shop. wohoo! Bought three nail polish and a remover. jaja macam collect nail polish kat rumah duhh. banyak nak mampus. ^^. I love nail art, beauty and stuff. senang bende yang kene mengene dengan Beauty? i think ah. Eventhough not good at it but i can learn till i get it. heeeee..

So, jaja apply nail polish. the light colour. hehes. Kalau gelapgelap depend nak kene pakai bile. (:

Baby pulak go pancing. hmmm. hope he's fine. NO news from him. dah topup kan pun, tak msg. tsktsktsk. haiyoo anak safri kan. hehehehe.. iloveyou b!

Meet Up

So today gonna lepak with Osha & Nayla at Lot1.(: miss dorang lah deyy.. hahahahs.. So meet up around 845 i think ah. hahahs. babes, meet you all tonigh k..

So, tadi boo online and i miss it. sigh.. dah dua kali seyy. walauweii.. Later at night need to inform boo about meet up with babes. Kalau tak, dhe marah. biase lah matair kan.. tak inform kene marah. especially at night. Still, love him to the max and ya, miss him. Friday dhe go club. hate it man. but nevermind. If he going club with his friends makes him happy then im happy lorh..(: But He go out then im going out too. Confirm keluar dengan babe2 aku. hehehes. thats it for now.. toodles.

Coming Over | Lil Baby

So.. today boo should coming over by 2pm but i dont know if he coming over or not. hmmm. hope he come over to my crib. We plan in the morning meet aropund 930 but i didnt sleep enough then meet him at 2pm at my crib. ^^ Waiting for him right now. (:

Awww.. he's cute.. Shafy, your ibu is working tau sayang. will fetch you around 7pm. wait k.

So, he came with his ibu and ayah (my bestie), they sent him to me for me to take care for him while they go work. so, finish up his milk that his ibu give and kasih dhe bobok. Now sleeping like lenyak giler. hahahas. he's cute man ! god! sayang lah dhe. Muacks !

If someone were to ask what I loved about you the most, I wouldn't know where to begin. I would start by taking a deep breath and hope they can it all in. I love it when you smile, the way you laugh, I love now and forever more, You are my better half. I love you in the morning and in the night. I love it when you talk you're mind. I love to stare into you're eyes, A moment i could forever keep. I love to hold you in my arms and watch you fall asleep. ♥

So tomorrow meet boo. Meet him at his sister's house. hmm. Before 2pm. (: ye, jaja datang before 2pm and dhe belum bangunbangun. Must kene wakey2 dhe. Semalam lagi, plan meet at sengkang at 9am and im late around half and hour so reach there already, i wake him up then he asked what time, i said dah kul 930am. Hahas. Abeh he ask lah kenape lambat? i said, pagi ramai orang kat train. biase lah orang nak go work and school mah kan.. Then lagi he can said, okay, since you lambat, let me sleep another half an ousr so around 10am you wake me up. hahhaa. boleh gitu. setakat nak play fair mahh. hahhaa. So tomorrow kene reach there before 2pm. takleh lambat. hees. (:

im gonna buy something for my self and baby. and that will SHOE ! baby is a DC shoe & me is a SUpra choe. heheehehs. The price is....... i think acceptable lah. hahahas. Lawa giler. hope baby like it. lagipun baby memang like . dhe play-cheat. siang2 dah tengok. tak jadi jaja nye surprise. ape lah b nie. hahahahahs. && some more 1year anniversary nak dekat. tak tahu nak buat ape special for him. must work and save money.. hees.

♥ I love you

I can tell just by the way you hold me that I mean so much to you; you make me feel so special when I'm with you. I hope you know how much you really mean to me - you're the reason why I get up in the morning, the reason why I do all the things I do because of how you treat me.

You are so special and I wish with all my heart that I truly am the one for you; I wouldn't want it any other way. I love you with all my heart. You are my best friend, my boyfriend, my everything, and you mean the world to me. You are one in a million, Baby. Te Amo Demais! && Happy 9th Monthsary baby & Valentine day ! ♥

Love always,

Your BabyGirl ♥

Lepaking with my buddy !

Outing with my buddy !

- Movie at Yishun - Green Hornet

- Yishun Dam

- Sweet Home

yesterday text baby and ask him this; Conversation between baby and me.

Me - am i good for you b?

baby - why? asal cakap macam tu sayang? okay lah.. b suke perangai ayang.

[ i didnt reply ]

Baby - Asal cakap macam tu? asal ayang dah tak suke and sayang b lagi ke?

Me - takde pape. tanye je. ayang takut cite lame akan terjadi lagi and i dont want that b.

Baby - Asal ni ayang? dah kenape nie? dah tak sayang b lagi ke? ayang tahu, b betulbetul sayang kan ayang tau. dah taknak tinggalkan ayang lagi. please lah takmu macam nie, takmu fikir bukanbukan. please3.

Me - b........

Baby - yes sayang....

[ i didnt reply ]

baby - asal nie sayang? ayang fikir ape?

Me - ayang takut terjadi lagi lah. hmm..

Baby - tak. i promise to you k. kalau b break the promise, b akan mati k. b betul2 sayang giler babi kat ayang. b harap kite dua bersame sampai kite mati. b promise to you that.

Me - awwwww.... serious eh b? i mohon kat macam nak sujud kat kaki you lagi ade. takmu mungkir janji b. please3. hmmm.

Baby - okay b promise ayang okay. ayang batt b nak flat. pape i msg you k. goodnight ayang. i loveyou dear. anything, msg me or call b k.

You mean the world to me and I care about you so deeply that it hurts for the short time that we are not together each day. My every thought and breath, I draw from you and I truly do love you.

I love you and you are my world. You are the most sweetest, most precious man in my life. All my life I prayed for someone like you and I thank God that I finally found you. Love, promise me that you will always be mine. I know in my heart our love will never die. You will always be a part of me and I am a part of you indefinitely.

I don't find enough words to describe how I feel about you. You possess all the color and beauty of heavens, lush and satiny. Do you know how much I hunger for your gentle touch and the warmth embrace of your body?

I love you; you are my every heartbeat and my every breath.

Love always,

♥ Girlfriend

Yesterday was awesome. Spending time with didos family. Meet them at Tekka Market then proceed to Beach Road. Punye lah ramai kat sane. Astaga... Rimas me.. hahahas. Then Got Dinner invitation at Didos Aunty house. Quite near lah. Eat chapati. and guess what?? this is my first time eat chapati.. hahahahhas.

Around at 10pm, go to didos's house. Cause help mama carry some stuff. Then papa, ask me to sleep at his house. then i said okay. Yesterday is a great day. Love spending time with them.

Tomorrow plans... hmmmm..

I got a meeting with my friend. Dont know ehh nak go where tomorrow. No money. Hmmm. how eh? Any idea?

Meet this friend around 3pm. i think ah. hahahhas. Done thinking what to wear tomorrow and all only just wanna plan want to go where. Difficult seyy nak plan nie sume. haiyoo.

With You ♥

I Will never try to deny, that you're my whole life 'cause if you ever let me go, I would die..
So I won't front, I don't need another woman. I just need your all and nothing 'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight. Baby, you're the best part of my needs.

Love of My Life ♥

You make me feel special, like I'm your one and only. You make me feel like I'm a star in the sky lighting up your life. You make me feel safe when I'm near you, wrapped up in your arms. You make me feel like an angel from heaven because you never stop telling me how much you love me. You're always lighting up my heart with the things you do and say. I feel so happy just being with you this way. You're my baby, and will forever be my baby. You'll will always be the love of my life.

Love Always,

Green Lady ♥ JaJa Yashukie

i wait no longer

I have spent my life waiting ... Waiting for the one that would inspire me to be all I can be, to live up to every expectation, to reach every goal, to know that I may fail sometime but I will never be alone or waiting again. You brought to my cold empty heart the reason to live and to love with a passion only you could bring. Your words of acceptance and love have soothed the aching in my empty heart and now I am at peace with myself and the world around me. I know that one day I will come to you never to wait anymore. I love you with every ounce of my being ... "Yours is the first name I call and the last name I will ever whisper

Sweet tak? hehehehehs. ihklas dari hati tau. =)

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